So a group of girls came in the beginning of my shift, they were being rowdy and I seen some customers getting annoyed. So they came to the department I was working in and they were two isles down from me. They we getting a little too loud so I walked over and asked them to be curtious to the other customers and quiet it down. Well they were all "sorry". A few minutes later they are giggling, it was that "OMG I cant believe your doing that" kind of giggling. So I hesitate but finally walk over there like a minute later, I find them standing around. And about to leave. I had a feeling they did something stupid so I took a look around down the isle they were in, didnt notice n e thing so I let it go. Anyways WAAAAAAAYYYYYY later as I am stocking that isle what do I find? They took a shampoo bottle and sqirted more than half its contents all over the shelf backing!!!!!! Let this be a lesson to me to check better, while i can still catch them! But actually jokes on them because I am not cleaning up their mess and it doesnt punish me none lol...
DAMN stupid white girls!!!!!!!!!
I find alot of MO. white girls (not ALL), have no lives and WAY TOO MUCH time on their hands. They think they are so kewl when in actuallity they are losers!
O yeah, so last night while I was working, I started thinking. I moved to MO. about 5 years ago. Not really out of choice but I thought, even though I didnt want to, that it could be a positive thing. That maybe I could get a fresh start, turn my life around, but not only that change me as a person, mind, body, and soul. Yeah well I was thinking about this and it occurs to me that my life has totally went the wrong way. Not the way I wanted it to. I started to go in the right direction and then somewhere along the ways I got completely sidetracked and started to push everything to the side and turned around and lost sight of the track and lost my way without even realizing it. It all started with my job. Wal- Mart. Just the aura around that store, it took me in and pulled me in deeper and deeper until I stopped fighting. I became just like everyone else in the store. EVERYONE gossips and talks about each other behind their backs and then the next thing you know they are in your face being totally fake and nice to you. Like they didnt say anything. And I became totally lost. I lost who I was. All my life people have said crap about me and it always got back to me and I swore to myself, I made a promise to myself to never be like that. And look where I am now? I totally broke my promise to myself. I cant be around these people anymore. I dont want to care that people talk shit about me, and say ignorant shit about me behind my back which in turn makes me angry, which in turn makes me bitter. I dont want to be a crabby bitter jerk anymore!!!!! But its so hard to break that. But I want to try. Irealized today, that part of me HAS changed for the better but the other part of me has changed for the worse. And I dont want that part of me to exist anymore. I need to break away from these people. I need to be my own person. It's like a coworker of mine said, "believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see". Everyone thinks walmart is so great, yeah its great to shop at, but if you only knew half the bullshit that goes on "behind the scenes". I no longer wish to hear the dirty rumors ,which for all I know may or may not be true, about me or anyone else, no longer do I wish to care to hear others talking about others and acting all fake and nice to their faces. We were all created to be equal right? So no one is better than me and I am no better than you! So dont talk smack about me like you know who I am, I have never even spent more than an hour outside of work with these people. How dare they pretend to know who I am and what I am all about. How dare them think that they know every single thing about me and every single detail of my life. Screw you people. I want to make a difference in this world, and if I have to start changing my attitude and my actions at work so be it! I have other things I am trying to concentrate, I dont have time for this adolescent bullshit! People can be different they just choose not to be! I refuse to be another lemming along side of them. Its going to be hard but I got to start somewhere, no? I need to concentrate on where I am going. who and what I want to be and focus on moving on, living my life to the fullest, and freeing myself of the bullshit games!
So will be married a month soon! The wedding went pretty smooth for the most part.
It started earlier than it was actually suppose to, But nobody noticed. It wasnt really suppose to start until 5 But it ended up starting around 4:15ish. Not completely sure what happened but from my understanding his cousin (the daughter of his Aunt Pat, the Reverend who performed the ceremony) told him that she wanted to speak to him, so he headed to the front. I dont know what she was thinking but she started escorting my mom down the isle, and so his sister started the music, and then it just started things, and I went to the bathroom and came back while his mom was half way down and the ring bear and flower girl were up, and my brother was like "Hurry up they started!", I was like "WHAT?! What time is it?!", so whatever I wasnt thinking and just started to go with everything, I had my flip flops on and didnt have time to change into my heels. So here I am making my way down, and I start stepping on my dress, so I had to start kicking out as I walked, I felt like a soldier in march lol. Yeah I know they cant have the wedding without the bride, but they started things without the bride, and it caught the bride off guard, anyways I think it would have look kind of retarded if I ran out and was like "stop its not suppose to start yet", how stupid would I have looked...? Anyways, the show must go on right? Anyways it was a nice, short ceremony.
We spent time taking pics and stuff and went on to the food. The DJ was ehhhhh... But it was my fault, I requested he play all of those big group type dances like the electric slide and all that, but he played them like back to back and didnt really play anything else, but then again he didnt really get a chance to. But that was my own fault :-/. I wanted a big dance party but like I predicted most of my family ate and left, lol . I was really happy with my photographer but Kind of bummed because looking back at the craziness I didnt really stop to take pics with my friends and all that during the reception. :-/. Well who knows maybe for our 25th anniversary we can renew our vows and suck and do it bigger and better, now that I know a lil' better what to expect. But I had fun, a good time was had. But my head was everywhere and I didnt take it all in as much as I should have, I mean I did enough to gain some new memories but not enough, you know what I mean? Everyone told me to take it all in and just enjoy myself, and I did for the most part but I didnt pay enough attention as I should have, oh wells whats done is done and the day is gone. But I look foward to what the future brings.
Anyways so the Limo arrives to take us wherever we want for the next three hrs. It was about 10 pm. We drove around for about an hour and decided we were tired so we decided to go to the bed and breakfast, my cousin reserved us a room at for a couple of night. Anyways when we got there the inside lights were off and it was just pitch black inside, there were a couple of outside lights on though. Paul went around to the front door and it was locked, he rang the doorbell like 4 time and nobody answered. There was a number to the place posted outside and so we called it and the number was out of service. I tried to get a hold of my cousin or any of my out of town family members, with no luck. So I called my brother and thought maybe he could check the web sight to see if maybe they had a different number listed but it was the same number. Then I tried to reach my family but no one picked up their cell phones, it was around 11:10, I figured it was fairly late they're probably sleeping. So we dint know what else to but we were so tired we just wanted to get to a bed. So I suggested we just go a get a room at the same hotel my family was staying at, and figured I would try calling them in the morning. Anyways we got to the hotel, Crown Plaza, at prob about 11:30ish. And go a room, we said we would take a standard but I think they gave us suite, I think they felt bad cuz I told them our story heeheehee. So I think they gave us a suite for the price of a standard. So the next monring I called my aunt on her cell. Me: Hey komo! What time did you guys go to bed I was trying to call you guys but figured it was getting late and you guys were prob alseep. It was about 11. Aunt: Oh we went down to the bar and had drinks together until about 12, we didnt think to bring our cell phones with us, we didnt think we would need them. Me: So what room are you guys in? Aunt: oh 23... (something, dont remember), so you guys at the room the hotel (she kept forgetting it was a bed and breakfast and not an actual hotel.) Me: Yeah We're at A hotel. Lol Aunt Oh okay, yeah maybe we can come and pick you guys up later and we can have breakfast together or something. Me: Yeah maybe I'll have to call you back and let you know, Pauls not up yet so I dont know what he wants to do. Anyways we hung up, and I got dressed and mossied on up stairs to their room. Knocked and said "room service", well they were thinking house keeping so they said "come back later" then they thought o wait room service, but who ordered food?" and opened the door and were surprised to see me standing there.
Anyways had a fun time staying at the hotel and spending time with my family. It was a great time had by all and everything turned out for the better. Finally got to go up in the arch. Spent the next night at the hotel again. Anyways my cousin was able to get her money back, and I got to spend time with my family so everything was all good. Now I got some stories to tell my kid(s) someday (maybe).
. I was really happy with my photographer but Kind of bummed because looking back at the craziness I didnt really stop to take pics with my friends and all that during the reception. :-/. Well who knows maybe for our 25th anniversary we can renew our vows and suck and do it bigger and better, now that I know a lil' better what to expect. But I had fun, a good time was had. But my head was everywhere and I didnt take it all in as much as I should have, I mean I did enough to gain some new memories but not enough, you know what I mean? Everyone told me to take it all in and just enjoy myself, and I did for the most part but I didnt pay enough attention as I should have, oh wells whats done is done and the day is gone. But I look foward to what the future brings.
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